Decoding subconsciousness

Read to explore a dimension of thoughts.

I've always been longing for some sense in anything or everything –

I'll keep thinking over,

a rotating fan,

stable cloudy sky,

non - stable cloudy sky,

stable non - cloudy sky,

(too much of sky !!!:p)

an empty road,

a crowded street,

happy faces,

gloomy faces,

expressive faces,

Impressive faces,

depressive faces,

expressionless faces,

shirt, T shirt,

spiral, binding,

plain, lining,

blue, black 

AM, PM, 

ADE, BCE,

10.00 , 10.10,

write, read,

whatever.

Does it make sense.

It'd look something like this only, if used any tech to fetch and decode the data from my mind on paper.

Same goes with many other, almost everyone out there. Our subconscious mind keep storing, noting and interpreting information about anything we feel, see, speak, hear or think. Then given a chance it'd bring that out along with fresh actions to strike on us a 'deja vu'. And we'll be struggling to find sense.

When looked at patterns of nature, they have meanings, they convey in a different script, they speak language which we can't understand but the intellectual subconscious mind stores that and decodes to give us a sense or a feeling.

So we say that "i feel it" when it comes to natural phenomenas & not i think it. Thinking implies rationality and a sense of completion whereas subconsciousness, nature, senses are in domain of infinite.

So what i enjoy while thinking, is the exploring, which makes something simpler as water, into a beautiful experience. part of my quest for understanding relationship between mindful virtuality and physicality of being.t

The world is still in dilemma. Dilemmas stand unresolved.